Aligning with the Unfathomable Sea of Awareness

Amber glow of awareness, Sonora, Mexico ~ Photo by FW

The old seers saw that the earth has a cocoon. They saw that there is a ball encasing the earth, a luminous cocoon that entraps the Eagle’s emanations. The earth is a gigantic sentient being subjected to the same forces we are. ~ don Juan, The Fire from Within

Everything has a luminous cocoon, emanations of energy that seek to align with the familiar patterns of our daily lives ultimately settling into the customary position of the assemblage point.  As warriors of awareness, we strive to keep our assemblage point fluid in order to avoid repeating the patterns that a fixated assemblage point maintains.

Routine is a comfort to most people whereas a state of flux is often dreaded and feared. Routine ensures that everything remains status quo and predictable and offers one the opportunity to remain in control or at least, feel as though they have some control over their lives. This has been my challenge for the past nine months, relinquishing control in order to completely loosen my assemblage point from the position of what is familiar and instead, move into a state of perceiving energy directly while completely aligned with the sea of awareness. This is one of the most difficult and arduous things I have ever done on my path as a warrior and I am constantly kept on notice to not fall back into the safety net of predictability, comfort and control.

Every morning when I wake up I offer gratitude for my life even though at times I’m not even quite sure of what it is that I am grateful for other than the simple gift of just being. I silently repeat that there is nothing for me to do except trust and surrender. It’s not necessarily the trust and surrender that some higher divine power will provide me with exactly what I need at any given moment although that has completely unfolded; it is the trust and surrender that relinquishes my desire to control or even create anything in terms of manifesting although things are manifesting. It is the utter fluidity that allows me to align with the sea of awareness and from that point of freedom become aligned with all emanations simultaneously. The emanations are what I often refer to as the lines of awareness. The state of trust and surrender is complete and total alignment with intent.

Everything is new and yet there are no words to explain it. I try so hard to put into words the beauty, simplicity and freshness that exists within the sea of awareness and those words sound so trite and repetitious. There is nothing more really besides just being aligned with intent, just being in the flow and yet, even these words so minimize the state of being within this unfathomable sea.

2012 has been the year of total unplugging. This year I quit my job, sold my house, released my belongings, changed my phone number and have been living in a state of constant flux. It is amazing to see how fast old patterns attempt to re-emerge in order to fixate the position of the assemblage point, provide a safety net and ultimately, limit the experience of total freedom. Even more amazing, in this ultimate recapitulation, is the sheer size and density of the predator. It has it’s emanations in everything and I do mean everything. I can’t help but think that we are, indeed, being observed by a “power” that somehow feels it is their duty to keep us aligned within a specific and limited band of awareness.

In the above quote, I have seen that ball (I call it the net) that encases the earth, the luminous cocoon. It’s both beautiful and terrifying. Beautiful because it is sparkly and glowing and dripping luminosity and intricately woven. And terrifying because it is there at all.

So now I just keep dancing. There really is nothing more to do, nothing to say, nowhere to go. Just keep dancing.

Yeah, made the scene, week to week, day to day, hour to hour, The gate is straight, deep and wide. Break on through to the other side, Break on through to the other side. Break on through, break on through, Break on through, break on through. ~ Jim Morrison

14 thoughts on “Aligning with the Unfathomable Sea of Awareness

  1. It almost feels like there is a force, an energy, attempting to keep us thoroughly identified with a self, or a band of awareness. If we attempt to move too far from the patterns it seems to redouble its efforts to maintain a personality, a self. Or so it often seems.

    • Yea Dr Reich scientifically explained the cocoon of awareness. He called it “Orgone Energy”, even explaining the polarities of Organic and Inorganic life respective energy fields. The Nazis learned and stole all of Dr. Reich’s findings, disparaged him, used his stuff for genetic experimentations in the death camps, and use the conclusions on us for mind control purposes on TV and film that have “non-linear” editing systems like Adobe Premier and Adobe After Effects by incorporating a “moving hieroglyph” based on the Kabbalah into the finishing process. It could be termed “Hieros Gamos” or “The Hieroglyphic Game” if you will. And Bruce Lee hated the “fixed positions” in King Fu termed: Wing Chung. So Bruce created the “Tao of the Jeet Kun Do”: meaning “The way of the intercepting fist”. Like you have said, Bruce said the key is “to be fluid like the nature of water”…”No desires no disappointments”-Gautama…”the mood of a warrior is detached and at ease”-Don Juan…”there is nothing to fear”-Steve Biko..Muchos Amor Y Besos

      • One of my favorite Steven Biko quotes: “It becomes more necessary to see the truth as it is if you realize that the only vehicle for change are these people who have lost their personality.”

  2. “There really is nothing more to do, nothing to say, nowhere to go. Just keep dancing.”
    This kind of sums it up. I find myself with my head full of things that I would like to express and no way to do it. The words fall short and everything that has already been said either minimizes my expressions of something new or categorizes it into something it wasn’t meant to be. So yes, silence within the perpetual dance to freedom. Thanks, FW, for finding the words even when there are no words!

    • I know what you mean. Sometimes I’ll try to explain something spectacular and like you said, the words fall short. Why bother! Just keep dancing in awe and wonder at the constant magic unfolding.

  3. Six years ago I used a one in a million petty tyrant to defeat my self importance. I was transformed but still suffer the onslaughts of the flyers,but they also know that their food is slipping away. A message from the desert.

    • Yes, they do know that their food supply is slipping away and this presents a great challenge for us warriors. They, the predator-flyers, work even harder to attempt to prevent us from slipping away. This is my experience lately. The deeper I move into freedom the harder I have to work to completely unplug. Kind of like they don’t us to be free and will try to thwart our attempts by putting up obstacles. Trusting, surrendering, aligning with intent!

  4. Awesome post Sis, The only thing I will ever have in this world is this moment and the one thing I will never have is control, “Nothing left to do but smile, smile, smile” grateful dead

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